InsyaAllah Dimi will be the opening act of Jamiroquai concert in Jakarta. it will be 0n April, 8th. that means bentar lagi gw akan ujian nasional! argghhh what should i do?? i have so many things to do practice, study, arggh desperado mode on :'(

big decision

i made a big decision. jd saya tlah melepaskan Scolarship IT Binus demi mengejar FK. smoga ini keputusan terbaik dan sy bisa dpt fkui, hiks hiks hiks. amiin

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tadinya kalimat yg sy pos cm sampe segitu aja, lalu sy blogwalking sebentar dan membaca blog almamater saya. yang terjadi adalah sy langsung takut. apakah benar keputusan sy ini ? tdnya saya sempat mikir, kl mau kerja kan g harus jadi dokter. lagipula melihat peringkat lowongan kerja di Tempo dan IT berada di nmr 4, dgn gaji sarjana muda yg sangat menjanjikan membuat sy smkn tertarik. tp stlh beberapa kali merenung, saya kembali ingat. dari balita sampai skrg kalo ditanya apa cita citanya, salah satunya adalah dokter. dari sekian banyak cita2 yg selalu berganti ganti tiap tahunnya, dokter terus sy sebutkan. sy bukan anak2 yg sangat belajar seperti teman2 sklh sya kebanyakan. di semester 1 aja, di saat para penggila fk sdh mempersiapkan diri, sy masih sempat2nya senang2. semester 2 pun, meskipun sdh lebih serius ttp dirasa blm maksimal. saya berpikir, udahlah klpun skrg ngoyo pasti jg ttp kalah sm yang lain. saya jg berpikir, klpun ada faktor X pasti juga Allah akan memilih org2 itu dibanding saya. sy udh g ada semangat untuk ikut tes2 lain, jujur saya capek secara lahir dan batin. tp setelah dipikir pikir, knp sy harus stuck ditengah jalan, knp hrs menyerah sementara ms bnyk tes yg dpt sy ikuti? semudah itukah sy menyerahkan impian yg dr dulu sy inginkan?

quiz result

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

IS IT ME???HAHAHAHAHA

my confession

yesterday, i watched Confessions of a Sophaholic with my mom. Isla Fisher is a great actress, she has a natural humor. ada bbrp hal d film itu yg jg menjadi hal2 yg gw anut sjk lama.

i think buy a classic outfit (shoes, bag,etc) is one of my invesment. dont u know , buy a designer bag, it's like when ur parents buy a gold for invesment. u can sell ur outfit kl udh bosen or ada keperluan lain dgn harga jual yg ms ttp tinggi. banyak loh org2 yg jual their second branded stuff dgn harga jual lmyn tinggi dan ttp laku. jd g slh kl itu disebut salah satu investasi.

i love shopping, but i just a teenager who still dont have so much money to buy that stuff. i'm not a sophaholic yg akut sperti tokoh utamanya dan orang2 d therapy itu. but one that knew, if i have a bad day, shopping it's my physical treatment, tentunya harga barang yg dibeli ttp terjangkau u anak muda. another my guilty pleasure is go to my fav branded store n see the new season of that brand. hal itu bs memanjakan mata & menenangkan pikiran. but neither w the price yg tentunya blm sanggup u gw bli, hahaha. so all that i can do just see, and feel the material of that stuff sambil berpikir, apakah nanti pas udh gede gw bs bli barang2 ini?hahaha... satu barang aja bs buat bayar uang kuliah 1 semester, bahkan lebih. believe it or not this treatment work for me. mood gw bs menjadi lbh baik hanya dgn cuci mata seperti ini. i know it's cheesy and embarassing,hahahahah. but it's fun! :D

if u have seen the movie, remember the dress yg dia pake waktu interview, purple ruffle dress yg di match sm YSL coat. several months ago, i made a black dress for JJF yg inspirasinya gw ambil dr Vogue magazine. dsn ada YSL mini dress in red color dgn ruffle yg sama dgn yg di pk Isla Fisher. tp gw cm ngambil bagian atasnya aja dan gw bikin lbh tipis, bcos i'm fat, jd kl rufflenya tll banyak bkin badan gw tambah besar.

remember when she's looking a tuxedo for Luke in Prada store? dia milih kemeja warna soft pink, and said that she likes a men in pink. when i saw that i just can smile, akhirnya i found the one that agree with me. for me, a man who has a good taste n good appearance, only if he can wear pink clothes and still looks manly and charming. that's why i had love at the first sight w Chuck Bass (gossip girl). omaigod he can wear pink sweater, orange coat, white suit, and still looks gorgeous. i melt w this character. many of my friends said that it's like a gay. but who cares??!! i still in love w this guy.

JAVA JAZZ FESTIVAL 2009

day 1

i was perform with DIMI & FULLHOUSE at ROOM CENDRAWASIH 3. it was so great! although we got the same time with Jason Mraz and Afgan (ditengah2 jason, kt baru mulai), the crowd still awful. Dimi featuring with Kamga (Tangga) in songs Together and Yacko in Absence. unfortunatelly, me & ririn didn't standing separately because the microphone already setting side by side, so we can't feel free to move like usually. but it doesn't matter, we still enjoy the show. fyi Dimi and Yacko already pregnant for 6 & 5 months! hahaha so it's really fun watching 2 singers pregnant on the stage.
i feel so tired, my parents were leaving at 10 pm. pas gw lg ngantri New York voice at 12.30am, decided to go back at home krn udh g kuat. tp bhubung udh jam segitu dan gw nebeng temen, i decided to sleep in her house.

day 2

so the next day i can enjoy all the show. i saw Jason Mraz with my Choir team, and in my opinion Jason didn't give his best performance. it just looks like jammin time on cafe, in this version on a big stage. yea i know none artist from another country gave their best performance in Indonesia. They just play likes jammin, not give their extravagant effect. i feel so sleepy di tengah2 pformancenya. at 11 pm i watched Laura Fygi, she just soooo sexy. evetho she didn't give her extravagant pformance, tp kl ini ms lbh interaktif dn lbh niat.

day 3

performed with ELFA'S YOUTH JAZZ in PRE EXHIBITION HALL. it was really fun, n the crowd so amazing. we sang some jazz number likes 1 note samba,a nightingale in berkeley square, a few songs from Sergio Mendez,etc. after the show i met my junior high friends and we saw Brian McKnite together. the show was great. scr lagu2nya lbh familiar dan dianya jg lbh niat nyiapinnya.

guess, where is me??